I’ve had a rough week, needless to say. Lots of nervous breakdowns, crying, just general unhappiness. And I just can’t pinpoint where it all came from. No matter though, I’m over it now. Rachel comes home Wednesday night and is staying through the weekend. I’m overly excited about that. Right now, that’s what I need the most.
Work isn’t getting any better, really. I’m still unhappy there but I’m gonna see about getting some work-study at college to help me financially. My mom says they pay pretty well – as much as I make right now at Wegmans – so that would be a nice boost.
The one other thing bugging me was the I recently got totally fed up with people IMing me only to bug me for computer help and to talk about internet-related things. Yeah I help run a few websites, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have a life outside them. I think I drove the point home when I changed my screenname and everyone looked at my profile. Much better now. I actually get people holding conversations with me! It’s great.
Been playing a lot of Beatmania IIDX recently to pass some time. I’m progressively getting better at it; I can pass most 4s and 5s on L7. I know it’s not much… but considering I just started to play like a week ago, I’d say it’s going pretty well.
The stand for my MIDI keyboard finally came in the mail too; it’s at Rachel’s house so I’ll have to get that when she comes home. Playing piano has always relaxed me.